and then hiding it under Free Speech. She stated that she worried for her safety because
she was a candidate for the Town Council and she was out knocking on doors to speak to
the people of Ledyard, whether they agreed with her, or not. She stated knew her heart
and she knew what she said to be true, and she believed in God and in a higher power,
and she reads the Quran, and she reads the Bible and the Torah, because she was not
going to box herself in. She stated when you have things like that explained away, people
like herself absolutely have to reserve the right to show up and demand from their
government that you do better. Do something, say something, show up, have enough
humility to apologize sometimes. She stated she worked her but off for this town
knocking on those doors, not for the seat, not for the clout, but for the culture, not for the
vote, but for the people. She stated she knocked on doors while her husband was gone,
and while she prepared her son to join the Army, not knowing he would get stationed
overseas. Not knowing if people, or children that go to school with her children, might
have heard something about her and then say something to her kids. She stated is a
possibility, and we all know this. She stated she worked hard, harder than she thought
anybody here could imagine, because she did not have the experience, she did not have
the legacy, and she did not come from here, and she was an outsider, and her father was
Muslim, noting he passed away in February, 2023. She stated before that she was
diagnosed with depression and anxiety, with her main diagnosis being Post Traumatic
Stress Disorder (PTSD). She stated now she lived across the street from a construction
site where the workers like to talk about “Sand Niggers”; she stated she was only saying
that word because if she had to hear so do you, and that she knew that it did not hit them
the same way it hit her. She stated it made her feel like “What did she need to do to put
herself in a position to be protected”. She stated questioned when she had to call the
Ledyard Police Department because she did not feel safe sitting on her own porch,
whether the character of the town matter then. She stated it could not only matter because
they did not want to look bad; she stated it was about doing the right thing. It was about
walking that walk that people talk about; it was about having a little humility and
humbling yourself; and working together for the greater good, instead of circulating a
picture to ask if I agreed with sentiments, because it said “Blue Lives” . She stated they
do not see “ Black Lives” and we do not see “White Lives” and we do not see “Brown
Lives” and we do not see “Yellow Lives”; because color does not exist right?; until you
have something to say about “Blue Lives”; and that it always seemed to be that way,
unfortunately. She stated that she did not need to know what it would feel like to live in
1965; and she did not need to ask herself to imagine what she would do, because she was
here. She stated that they now all have the opportunity to do the right thing…..Do the
right thing. She stated people want to be politicians, which was fine, she was not a
politician, she stated she was an activist, she was grassroots. She stated Power to the
People meant all of them, and the ones that were hurting the most, and the ones who
have been marginalized in this country, where some other people, who may not be
responsible for it, but they perpetuate it by the language they use, by calling something so
threating a misstep, by questioning the competency of educators of color. She stated she
worked for Ledyard Public Schools, she has helped children, she has nurtured children.
She stated the children got love from her at school that she knew they were not getting at
home. She stated if she could, that she would open her door to all of the children, but that
she had to have balance, because she had a family to take care of, even in the midst of all
this nonsense. She stated you people were not heartless, a lot of us were caught up in a
lot of mess; and that it was difficult to do something different. She stated in the last few